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[ Is that a distorted, but may be recognizable voice? Why, yes, maybe, to those who know her. There's heavy breathing, but it distances itself from the Gear, and there's surprised sounds from a Togekiss, Typhlosion, and Gabite in the background.

Xion shakes her head. No, no, this can't be happening. Wait, she knew this place might have had a chance for something like this, but... A-Ahhghhh... She holds up hands that aren't human, gold talons moving at her will...

Fix this... Have to fix...

Swish swish swish. Clothes are being put on. Then: ]

I need... I need help. With something. Please.

[ Maybe it doesn't have to be Roxas this time. Maybe it could be Sora. Or Ven. Or anyone. ]

[ooc: 4TH WALL EVENT! GUESS WHO'S GOING TO TRY AND FIND SOMEONE TO FINISH HER? She'll be under her hood, and underneath she'll look... like this. Just maybe not gigantic. And it can be anyone. Corridors of Darkness can be convenient in traveling around, why can't Johto just allow that...

So yeah! If you're up for a fight, or just to convince this derp and stop her dead (hah) in her tracks from setting on a selfdestruction path... by all means! ]

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[THERE'S NOTHING TO SACRIFICE, SORA IS FINE okay maybe he's missing a few memories and it's her fault BUT THAT IS NOT A REASON FOR YOU TO LOOK FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN TURN YOU STAB YOU.]

Do you know what brought this on?

[Those "fwooms" she's hearing is Namine trying and failing to make portals. It's been so long.]

[ ffff, that's one of the main reasons she's banking on, actually. She knows Sora's worried about missing those memories? Now? Maybe he won't have to worry. ]

I don't know. I woke up, and... I felt sick again, and it hurt a bit...

[ She hears the noise. She raises a hand and makes one pretty easily. Shall she come to you, Namine? ]

[Fwoom. Fwoom. Yes, please.]

Something's not right. EVeryone has their powers back...

[ She goes and... hey, Nammers, thanks for setting up a Corridor of Darkness for her. She walks through, but not before making sure her Pokemon stay where they are. They don't need to see. ]

Which means miine are, too...

[She inhales sharply. Xion's form is getting distorted that even with her own powers, her figure keeps shifting in her eyes. Namine's hands wring themselves together as she bites her lip.]

Xion...

[ She holds up her hands. Black gloves become mechanical, armored, and another's fingers with white gloves, gloves that Riku wore... She drops them. ]

It's the same, isn't it? Like back home.

.... there has to be a way. Things are different now...

[She's racking her brain for options.]

But they're still the same.

[ ... but she can't find any, can she? ]

Not completely the same--!

[Damnit, Namine, stop looking for an escape route for this. She covers her face, shaking her head.]

.. I'm sorry. This was all my fault in the first place--!

[ She watches Namine struggle and reaches out to touch Namine's shoulders. ]

I can't blame you, Namine. I don't want to. If anything, it's the Organization's fault.

[ But even Xion can't erase that if it won't for Namine's meddling... ]

... no, it's still me. I... it's my powers. I can't... I can't do anything right with them...

... if I hadn't been a coward and stood up to them, none of you would have gone through this...

They were forcing you, Namine. You know how they are.

[ Pause. ]

You know how it eventually ends. Sora will wake up. He'll stop them.

But... it shouldn't end for you like that... not here...

... [ Long pause here. Then... ]

Take care of Roxas? I'm sorry I haven't been there with you two for some time... getting into trouble.

[She shuts her eyes, trying to think.]

No, there... has to be another way...

... can you wait? I know Johto... can be weird at times... maybe... maybe this is just temporary...

... what if it isn't?

[For once, Namine will be against what she'd normally refer to as "doing the right thing." Xion's a friends of hers now. If there as another option, she'd want to consider everything.]

And what if it is...? I... don't think Roxas could lose another friend.

I don't want to lose you too. If... if there are other options, I want us to look first.

[ But "doing the right thing:" isn't that what Riku and Namine wanted of her? What they told her to consider the most? And she did it? Why... ]

... but you said... [ She couldn't be saved. ]

I know what I said! And.. I really rather not see it happen again!

[Now that she knows what it feels like to have friends... she didn't want to lose them.]

Please, just... think and reconsider. We'll think of something.

[Hello, tears. It's been a while.]

[ ... o-oh dear! Crying? Don't cry, Namine! Now she feels just so guilty about... so many things, really. Why. Why. Why. Why why why...

She shakes her head, reaching to try and hold Namine's cheek while she cries. ]

I'm... I'm sorry, Namine. Really. I just don't want to... Hah, I don't want to hurt anyone, but look at what I'm doing to you now...

[ Her own voice trembles, but she doesn't- no, won't make a show of it. It probably wouldn't properly show on her person, anyway. ]

[Her guilt outweighs yours, Xion.]

.... it's not your fault. It was never yours, and you shouldn't have to be the one who pays the price.

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But I already did. I'm not afraid to do it again if something... something just happens again.

[ She tries to sound steady, but deep down... she's really scared. Scared of what might happen. ]

... but you are afraid.

[Yeah, try to hide it with the super perceptive girl, why don't you.]

For Roxas, for anyone else.

[ It's a quick and steady answer. The experiences put together make it difficult to put much stock to her own life, Namine. ]

[Her shoulders sag a little. It's hard to convince her out of this.]

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