ordalias: (losing my mind)
Xion | XIVth Member ([personal profile] ordalias) wrote2011-12-10 03:06 am

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--stay!

[ Is that a distorted, but may be recognizable voice? Why, yes, maybe, to those who know her. There's heavy breathing, but it distances itself from the Gear, and there's surprised sounds from a Togekiss, Typhlosion, and Gabite in the background.

Xion shakes her head. No, no, this can't be happening. Wait, she knew this place might have had a chance for something like this, but... A-Ahhghhh... She holds up hands that aren't human, gold talons moving at her will...

Fix this... Have to fix...

Swish swish swish. Clothes are being put on. Then: ]


I need... I need help. With something. Please.

[ Maybe it doesn't have to be Roxas this time. Maybe it could be Sora. Or Ven. Or anyone. ]

[ooc: 4TH WALL EVENT! GUESS WHO'S GOING TO TRY AND FIND SOMEONE TO FINISH HER? She'll be under her hood, and underneath she'll look... like this. Just maybe not gigantic. And it can be anyone. Corridors of Darkness can be convenient in traveling around, why can't Johto just allow that...

So yeah! If you're up for a fight, or just to convince this derp and stop her dead (hah) in her tracks from setting on a selfdestruction path... by all means! ]

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
They were forcing you, Namine. You know how they are.

[ Pause. ]

You know how it eventually ends. Sora will wake up. He'll stop them.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
But... it shouldn't end for you like that... not here...

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
... [ Long pause here. Then... ]

Take care of Roxas? I'm sorry I haven't been there with you two for some time... getting into trouble.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[She shuts her eyes, trying to think.]

No, there... has to be another way...

... can you wait? I know Johto... can be weird at times... maybe... maybe this is just temporary...

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[For once, Namine will be against what she'd normally refer to as "doing the right thing." Xion's a friends of hers now. If there as another option, she'd want to consider everything.]

And what if it is...? I... don't think Roxas could lose another friend.

I don't want to lose you too. If... if there are other options, I want us to look first.

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ But "doing the right thing:" isn't that what Riku and Namine wanted of her? What they told her to consider the most? And she did it? Why... ]

... but you said... [ She couldn't be saved. ]

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I know what I said! And.. I really rather not see it happen again!

[Now that she knows what it feels like to have friends... she didn't want to lose them.]

Please, just... think and reconsider. We'll think of something.

[Hello, tears. It's been a while.]

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... o-oh dear! Crying? Don't cry, Namine! Now she feels just so guilty about... so many things, really. Why. Why. Why. Why why why...

She shakes her head, reaching to try and hold Namine's cheek while she cries. ]


I'm... I'm sorry, Namine. Really. I just don't want to... Hah, I don't want to hurt anyone, but look at what I'm doing to you now...

[ Her own voice trembles, but she doesn't- no, won't make a show of it. It probably wouldn't properly show on her person, anyway. ]

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her guilt outweighs yours, Xion.]

.... it's not your fault. It was never yours, and you shouldn't have to be the one who pays the price.
Edited 2011-12-10 13:57 (UTC)

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
But I already did. I'm not afraid to do it again if something... something just happens again.

[ She tries to sound steady, but deep down... she's really scared. Scared of what might happen. ]

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
... but you are afraid.

[Yeah, try to hide it with the super perceptive girl, why don't you.]

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
For Roxas, for anyone else.

[ It's a quick and steady answer. The experiences put together make it difficult to put much stock to her own life, Namine. ]

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her shoulders sag a little. It's hard to convince her out of this.]

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her own shoulders sag, too. ]

Isn't... Isn't this the only other way out? To fix things?

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
In this place, maybe not.

If I could exist right here, right now, maybe you can too. Let's just... give it time. Sora's memoris aren't in a lot of danger right now.

[Now that she has her powers back, she can sift through his mind and check how bad it is.]

I can't help much, but if anything happens, I'll do my best to try and postpone things. What I'm asking for is time right now... maybe this won't last.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. Just... wait it out for a while.

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh...

[ Sorry she's sounding a bit frustrated right now, but Xion didn't really like to sit around on something like this. She sits on the floor, head on her knees. ]

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[identity profile] ordalias.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ She manages to shake her head against her knees before looking up. ]

So... what now?