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[ She's been contemplating this, yes, ever since she got her ass handed back to her by Vanitas. She's lost, sure, many times in fact... but this one in particular... ]

How... when do you know you're strong? That you're not weak?

[ She might end that last sentence in a bitter hiss. Sure, she's lost, but when it involves her friends (and Pokemon), it becomes another thing. She couldn't beat Vanitas, came out even more battered, and well aware her appearance would worry friends. So lately she's been hanging around the roof of Goldenrod City's Department Store.

It sounds like she's going to say more, but whatever it is dissolves into a sigh and stops. ]

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I... My right forearm's cracked.

[ And a bunch of other things. ]

[A longer pause this time, and some rather muffled cursing. SHe's not mad at Xion, per se, but...she is angry.]

Tell me how it happened. Who did you get into a fight with?

[ She sighs. This is one of the reasons why she wants to get stronger, or at least better capable of defending herself and others. ]

I got into an argument with Vanitas... [ Read "argument" as FIGHT FIGHT BEATDOWN ]

[Vanitas. Of course it's Vanitas. Etro take him, she will flip him like a turtle if she ever sees him again. This is too much.]

What about? What was worth getting your arm cracked and whatever else you're not telling me?

[Even if it's just bruises that she's not mentioning. Lightning is not fond of half-truths from the sibs.]

[ A little bird said he might be at Ecruteak...

And, d'oh. Figured she couldn't get past Lightning on certain details. ]

I found out he got into a fight with Roxas. We started to argue, and then...

[ He stomped on her arm at one point. And other things. At least she made it painful for him to walk. ]

[Well then. It's a good thing it's a quick flight back there from Mahogany. He'll get his.

And Xion's learning, at least. Next time she hopefully won't even try that.]

And then you got into a fight. [sigh. She knows how that ended, at least.] You got checked out at the Center, right?

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They want me back for some check ups.

Standard procedure. They need to make sure it's healing properly. [Another sigh. Medical care is taken care of, at least.] Take it easy until they give you the all clear, all right? Don't go looking for a rematch.

[ You know, this would all be so much easier if Johto would allow curative spells, at least. Did wonders for those bones.

She sighs, too. ]

Can't, even if I wanted to. He's away from Goldenrod.

[On the one hand, Light's relieved about that. On the other...well. She might just go seeking Van out herself.]

Then don't go looking for trouble instead. Heal up first.

That's what I've been trying to do.

[ Keyword: trying. Just the thought of having lost to Vanitas like that... Bristles on her end. ]

Try harder. You won't be able to train and get stronger unless you're healed. Your team won't spar with you and I'm not training someone with a broken arm.

[Bristles are understandable, but Lightning is firm. No backing down from this.]

[ They - the doctors - told her it wasn't essentially broken, so Xion would argue that point... when she hears the emphasis and tone in Lightning's voice.

Her next sigh is just a tad bit more aggravated. ] So I should just lie around like this?

Until you're healed, yeah. I know it's not fair, but like this you're only setting yourself up for more trouble, or pulling someone else in with you. Is that what you want, Xion?

[Lecture Mode Engaged. Careful there, Xion. She ain't happy.]

[ She makes what almost seems to be a rude sound, but Xion smartly keeps her silence. If there was anyone she'd want to pull this in would be Vanitas.

But keeping quiet might not be what Lightning wants to... eh, "hear." ] ... No.

[It's not what she wants to hear, no, but Lightning is alright with it. She's quiet for a moment herself, after all.]

Look. I know that sitting around while the guy who hurt your friends is still out there isn't easy. It's never easy. But sometimes you have to wait and bide your time until you can get him on your terms. Charging in head first is only going to get you hurt again.

[ A lesson Xion's been through, but hasn't quite... sat well in her head.

But she listens. She's always been good at that, at least, and after a moment of her: ]

Will you train me again once I heal?

[At least she listens. That's going to get her somewhere, hopefully. It at least gets Lightning's tone to soften a note, anyway.]

Yeah. As soon as you're fully healed, we'll start again. It's not a guarantee that you'll win the next fight you get into, though.

[ She listens... but then it's another point if Xion actually follows things. But that's a whole other can of worms.

She sighs - again, she's been doing that a lot - but this one is more subdued, less angry and more tired. ]

I'm not giving up.

[Well, yeah, but everyone has to start somewhere. So long as she listens, they can get somewhere later. Even with all that sighing.]

Good to know. Keep that up and we might actually get somewhere with all of this.

"Somewhere"?

[ She sounds, overall, curious, but a bit skeptical. ]

We might make progress so you don't end up like this again. That's what I mean by somewhere.

[ She lets out a breath, not quite a sigh. ]

I still don't like sitting around like this. [ What to do when she's not supposed to use one of her arms? ]

No one does. But if you keep pushing yourself, you're only going to make things worse and it'll take longer for your body to heal. I don't think you want that.

[There's always training her team to do. Or planning where she'll go next. Lots of things, really.]

I don't, it's just... [ Another sigh. So logical, Lightning. ]

I don't know anymore.